Hello, about 9 going on almost 10 years ago. I meet a man, I can still see his eye on the very first day when we met. Were engaged our wedding dates keep getting pushed back because of life and family issues. I Love him and I do believe I live somewhere in his heart. But on most days its filled with his life before me. And I wonder most days if he even really has room for me in his life. Each day I wake up alone in our home in our bed and pray that our marriage will bring us closer. But, it saddens me too know that saying I do won’t fix his pain. I’m not sure if I should leave or stay. Meanwhile my wedding dress is on the way too our house. I pray that we have a loving life together even though the bad days. But, its scary sometimes because I feel him pulling away already so my prayer for today is for God, give us the okay to continue because at this point. I dont want to be with someone who is always putting me in last place.
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