Father, you know I love him. You know that I believe you sent him to me to be the man I was to spend my life with, because you sent him out of the blue to wake me from sleep when I wasn’t even looking or asking for anything.
And I know you let me make all those mistakes to teach me something. You know what I need of this life, but it isn’t your will for me, so please just give me the grace and strength to carry on alone. Take my longing and my hopes for a family a spouse and a child of my own from me. Give me the strength and courage to be by myself for this earthly life. I’m not young anymore God you know that. So just give me peace and acceptance of your will. In Jesus name