I lost my best friend here on earth my husband in January to COVID-19. We have been friends for years we would have celebrated our 16th Anniversary exactly 1 month later to me I am still very married. I just can’t seem to forgive my self you see I was the one that would go into the store and get supplies meds. Or whatever was needed I am not able to drive because of medical issues that I have but I was healthier than him. I was feeling not well like a sinus infection so went to doctor we both were tested and both were positive I feel in my heart and mind that I gave it to him. To say I am lost is a complete understatement. I miss him beyond words we did everything together. I don’t have any joy anymore he was such a wonderful blessing to me always we just enjoyed each other so much he always made me feel needed and loved now I just feel so alone. I don’t know what to ask for prayers for I only get to go to church 1x a week only go to store when one of my neighbors are going I try hard not to be a burden or ask for much they always let me go or I send a short list and money. We live to far out to do instant cart or anything like that anyway thank you so much for your prayers
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