I come to you today a wounded and desperate man. My actions have destroyed the most important part of my life. I have lost my family. It is through actions all my own that I have arrived at this state. My pride and arrogance have taken me down.
I turn to you now, as always, because you are my last resort. I love my family very much and I am a broken and empty man without them. I have betrayed their love and trust too many times.
Please cure me of my anger and malice. I request that you replace my anger with kindness and love, my arrogance with humility and my obstinance with understanding.
I ask this of you as my Lord and Savior. I know I have sinned and done wrong. I know I have hurt D and the girls. I ask that I not have to pay the ultimate price of losing them for my mistakes. Please help me to learn and grow from these actions. Please help our love and bond as a family to strengthen from this tribulation.
I know you put D in my life to save me from myself. I am learning this lesson..it is hard and it it taking longer than I want but please open her heart to me once again and and let me resume my life with them. Please let us conceive one more time and be a full family as you intended us to be.
Please re-open the lines of communication between us and rekindle the gift of your love in our hearts. I ask this in Jesus’ name. Amen.