lord please help me. I am drowning in debt, my health is getting worse

Dear lord please help me. I am drowning in debt, my health is getting worse and I feel I am a failure in every aspect of life. I have done somethings in my past out of hurt and anger. I so need your forgiveness. I feel that I am being punished. Please help me in finally finding peace and financial security for me and my children. I am at the end of my rope. My children are young and need a mom who is able to be a role model for them. I have failed them. I am constantly praying to you but feel that you don’t hear me. What I have done in the past hurt me more than anyone else. I am scared for the future of my children.