Lord I have disobeyed you and brought wreckage upon my family and myself. I am in crisis and I need a miracle to keep me going. Thank you for the blessings I do have. Please I’m BEGGING you for hope to show itself through you. Please shine your favor and mercy on me. Please shield my children from pain and bring them back to me. Please keep me sober. Please enter into the hearts of those who can make decisions for my life and let them show me favor. In Jesus name. Amen.