i am truly at a place when I am lost and do not know your plan for my life. I have hit many road blocks in my life, in my career, and in my personal life after I have turned to you to take over my life. I understand that everything happens for a reason and that you have a plan to remove the things that are not of you so that you can put in me more of you.
I feel it is harder to be a christian than to be in the world. I do not want to give up but I feel wounded, hurt, and lost and I don’t feel your presence although I know your grace and mercy keep me a being. I need you to come down and show your face, I need a renewed hope, I need a renewed relationship with you, and I need a clear answer for you as it relates to my spiritual walk, career, and personal life.My hope is slowly diminishing and I need you to show up.