Father God, I know I am a weak Christian and a great sinner. I have brought shame to myself and my family. I have denied your existence on more occasions than I can recall. I have been spiteful and tried to punish You for not listening to me by not following Your word! I pray Lord as today I am broken I don’t even feel like continuing with life.
I honestly do believe that I have anything positive to contribute to this world anymore. I am really alone in my life my friends aren’t really good friends my family is at a constant war with each other. I am embarrassed for the life I have lead and I don’t know if I will be a decent father at all. God I want to give up please help me to get back into a semi positive mindset. God please I pray that you may hear my prayer this evening.