I have lived a life of pain… I’m used to being discarded and rejected… The black sheep as you may call it.
So when God surrounded me in his infinite love I knew it was the love of been missing for all my life. I was transformed in such a way I feel awkward claiming the past as I’m not recognizing me in it… I have 4 beautiful boys I love that don’t even want to hang out with me because I am not the same. I took them on a rollercoaster of dysfunction and now my life has a value it never had before. As I grow spiritually with Jesus I pray for my loved ones and friend to grow with God and myself so we can in turn help others who have been where we have… Together. I pray I can see myself as the beautiful healthy Christian mommy and wife I believe God created me to be… In Jesus name amen
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