I am thank you for your mercy and grace. Now I am in the darkness and don’t know the direction of my life. I have no hope and joy. I know that I have done something bad, something that you don’t like. I also understand that you have more than enough reasons to give up me, to leave me alone. Jesus, I feel lonely, i cry for u that please help me, please don’t leave me alone. I need you. I want you. I want you to be with me. Though I believe that you have prepared the best for me, but i still want to cry for an internship. Jesus, I know that it is you lead me to my university, I believe that you can also give me a way out. Jesus I love u. I appologize for what I have done. Give me one more chance, Jesus, help me.