So many years an old wise lady beloved to me said the lord only give you what he knows ur capable of dealing with. my question always was and always has been when does the plate empty cause i am full. i know there are people out there with far worst and bigger servings. i have asked for forgiveness but i dont feel that i have ever done anything that calls for punishment.
I dont believe he is punishing me but i just dont understand. i pray to my lord and thank him everynight for what he has blessed my child and me with. i hold him dear and high. i know he is here maybe i just ask too much of him. so i pray lord jesus continue to carry me thru and please remove all negativity that stands in my way. dear god thank you for loving me and those beside me.. also help others who feel like me. amen