I am in need of your strength and guidance. I have lost touch with you, but know now more than ever that I need you to be in my life. Right now, I am troubled and in deep despair. The pain is too much to bear on my own without you. I have tried running away from the pain in my life, but only to create more pain and trouble. Please be there, lead me and guide me in making the right choices and decisions for my life according to the will that you have for me. I am crying out to you, Dear Lord! Show me the right way! Help me. In your precious name, Amen.