I feel so alone. I have been faithless although God has blessed me with so much. I have been sewing to the flesh. I know the hour is late. I’m terrified of hearing depart from me I never knew you. I feel so alone and I know I’m under attack by the dark voices I hear. They say I’m all alone and that it’s too late for me. I’m a covenant breaker and I’ve walked away one too many times. I am struggling so much emotionally and financially. I never know how I’m going to make it. I work full-time but the VA will not give me my widows benefits. It’s all too much! My heart hurts! Oh Lord my heart hurts!