I was bailed out by a miraculous prayer answered by God

I have fallen into temptation again and lost myself gambling. I was bailed out by a miraculous prayer answered by God with my family but I have failed them and God. I am tired with myself. Tired of my life. I have no purpose. I have no future. I am sick.

With any hope left, I ask for God to intercede in my life. I am clueless with my next step in life. I want to crawl into a hole and give up. Please give me any hope