I want to shine my light in the world

Please help me Lord and angels here and above. I want to shine my light in the world, but first you must help me find it. I have been contemplating suicide a lot lately.

Please help me find strength and energy and love and light and hope so I can be of value to this world. I need prayer for physical, emotional, mental, spiritual strength and wellness and a way to be of use to the world.

I lost my only conceived child after I had tried a lifetime. Too old now to ever try again. And so hurt the man went off with another, effectively kicking me while I was down and out physically, emotionally, hormonally… instead of treating me right.

May he be enlightened and return and make amends for having abandoned the right path and helped me through it.Please Pray for me so I can be a light in the world and be useful and energized and helpful and good and valued…. Then I can help others if you help me, God. Why is he so disrespectful? Help me to be only love and light in the world. Amen

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  1. God is able... shine your light in the world

    It’s not easy when you are going through problems and more adding on and it seems like there is no way out.. I can assure you that through all the midst of it God is there and he will bring you through it.. His time is not our time but he will be there right on time.. The man that left you maybe he can’t handle the situation or you deserve better you just trust God to sort it out.. This will be your testimony soon..
    God blessings be with you through this rough time.. my prayer is with you..

  2. God is able... shine your light in the world

    It’s not easy when you are going through problems and more adding on and it seems like there is no way out.. I can assure you that through all the midst of it God is there and he will bring you through it.. His time is not our time but he will be there right on time.. The man that left you maybe he can’t handle the situation or you deserve better you just trust God to sort it out.. This will be your testimony soon..
    God blessings be with you through this rough time.. my prayer is with you..

  3. Thinking of you

    I will say a prayer for you so that you will come through this difficult time. Life can be very cruel and often tests our strength. Contemplating suicide is not the answer, think off the pain and suffering of your loved ones you will be leaving behind. The future may look bleak but in time you will look back and think I survived with the help of God. I am asking my Angel to send you peace and comfort through this difficult time. God bless

  4. Praying hard!!

    Please do not give up on God! He is with you, even when it seems all is lost.

    I am praying for you now for the strength to endure and to see the purpose for your life. I know it’s not easy to see it in the midst of such anguish, but it is there.

    Prayers for fortitude, for wisdom, and that you will find the peace that you need. Don’t give up, you WILL shine your light in the world!

  5. Prayer's saving grace!

    God HAS blessed you with the faith of Redemptive suffering! I to have felt very unworthy and depressed and contemplated making my own death. Then, the Lord gave me something beautiful that even if I am a complete vegetable besides my mind: the ability to pray for others!

    This was MY saving Grace! There are millions of people who need prayers no matter how badly I am hurting. NO MATTER what I can be worthwhile if I pray for the people listed in my parish bulletin, or on sites like these.

    I didn’t feel like it at first. I felt I had to keep praying for what I wanted and getting that to feel better. But God…in His Glorious Mercy gave me rest from my troubles as I interwove my prayers of that ks for things like threads on a sheet or stuffing in my pillow and I prayed for others in disaster or tragic trials.

    I released my wants for a little whole and asked God for someone else’s wants/needs and I acted as IF my prayers were already granted. Why? Because my biggest, most successful prayers change to thanks and asking God for His Will and the power to carry it out.at first I only recognized His Will was for me to pray for others’ desires and needs, but wait, after a year or more of doing that, He blessed me more that my imagination! Hr blessed me with FAITH in HIm as MY Glorious God!!
    Not eveyone has Faith that Jesus is in the Eucharist, bit I always have!! Peace be with you! I will pray for you, because God lived me before I loved Him and He lives you the same way!

  6. You are special

    People will hurt and abandon us but He never will. This is a phase wherein you need to hold on tight to His hands. In every season, we just have to give thanks. Even if we don’t understand what’s going on.
    Trust Him more.
    Praying for you my dear sister in Christ.

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