I want another healthy baby

My husband doesn’t want another unless it was a boy, so I had my tubes tied after our child was born. Now 1 1/2 years later I desire to have another one and want our child to have a playmate to grow old with.

I am really struggling with this right now. Please pray that the Lord would bring my husband around to another child and do a miracle since I had my tubes tied. Or that I would not have this on my heart so deeply.