I love JGF and I have thought of him every day since we met over a year ago. I think of what God’s will for us is and I wonder if all of my own longing is selfish. I just feel alive when I am with him. Why does it seem like he can take me or leave me? God, you gave us free will. But, I am not free when I love like this. I pray for him to love me, and he does. So thank you.
Now, I pray that I come to accept the limits of his love. I pray that my own emotions come to balance what is meant to be according to our creator. God you have a plan for me and you have a plan for him. I still hope these plans align.