Dear Lord, I sometimes have this feeling of gloom and doom. I use to not be a pessimist. But, after suffering many hard blows and disappointing turns of events, I cannot help but, have that kind of feeling. My mom was always a pessimist and I tried to fight that, but, now I am one.
You are the only one who can help me and I come to you for help. I need you Lord in my life every single day to protect me from my enemies who I am among on a daily basis. I feel their presence every minute of every day. It is a hard struggle each day to be around such. But, I have no choice but, to endure such as that. I pray I get to my retirement without any set backs such as I have endured last year. I cannot allow anyone else to take what I have away from me simply because they are evil and selfish. I will recover as long as nothing else stands in my way, dear Lord. I need you to guide me and to speak to me. I need you to carry me when I am unable to walk. I need to feel your presence, always! I trust in you and worship you all the days of my life. I promised you that I would go back to church and that is a promise I have kept you. I will always make every effort within my control to keep all my promises to you, Lord.
I praise you for all the blessings you have given me. Please give a couple of others a better opportunity to move on so I can live in peace. I will continue to pray for that every single day. I pray it will become a reality soon.
I pray for my sick friends. I pray you heal them or take away their pain they suffer. I pray for help with my own problems. I pray you help Tara find a job and to get her son back.
I want to see good prevail and for those who do not want to do the right thing, show them they are very wrong so they can change. I pray for you to be with my family, friends and myself and to protect all of us. In Jesus name I pray. AMEN