I need ur strength to help me get through this rough patch in my life

Please Lord, I need ur strength to help

me get through this rough patch in my life. With just recently being divorced. I feel like Im losing my mind at times. I dont feel like Im the mother I used to be and it kills me. Alls I want to do is sleep. My relationship with my boyfriend is on edge. As much as I love and adore him Im just not sure hes good for me! I just cant handle his drama any longer. But I dont know how to let him go. Im financially strapped n cant seem to get a grip on my life. Its just overwhelming. I just want to be happy and to be a good mom. Im so scared my kids are going to look back n see what a mess I am n it will in some way ruin their life. I need ur guidance. I have no one to talk to Ive pushed all my friends away. I feel so lost and alone. Please God. Help me!