I pray for my loved one to come home from war. And yet to no avail. he is still at war. His family misses him terribly, and his daughter doesn’t even remember him. I am going though such a rough time, my disability is really kicking in. I have a wound on my leg. And it has gotten worse. And on top of it all. This is the only time my love would have been able to go on a flight to come home. But to circumstances without my control. He will not be able to go on this flight. There will be another flight in November or December ! I am so heart broken, and saddened by God ! I thought he would help us. But I think he is holding him back on purpose ! He wants me to remain unhappy, sad, and very depressed ! I feel as if I would do something drastic ! I am feeling hate right now ! I miss my loved one, and this shit happens ! I am so miserable ! I can’t even want to go on anymore ! Thanks for nothing God !!!!
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