I need to find work that is a good match for me

Please dear lord I need to find work that is a good match for me, my husband is on disability from having cancer one of my dogs has cancer now I have lost my unemployment, have several medical bills and at my end..

I have been sober for almost 12 years but finding it hard to not drink again… this depression is catching up to me and I am losing hope. Please send me in the right direction to end this junk