I need prayer for my marriage!! My husband and I have been separated for two years now

by Lee (North Carolina)

Hello, My husband and I have been separated for two years now.He cheated on me after thirteen years and moved out to be with this girl.I call her a girl because she’s young enough to be his daughter.I have begged him to come home and give our marriage another chance but he won’t.I have forgiven him and the girl for cheating on me because Jesus forgave me.I put my marriage in the lords hands when he moved out and asked him to please heal our marriage and make it whole again.My husband is not saved and he drinks and smokes he sometimes has a anger problem.He has been depressed for years he had a really bad childhood both his parents cheated on each other.I love him so so much and I need him now more than ever.My mother has dementia we both have lived here with her for thirteen years.My daddy died real young and after he died she was terrified to live alone.But my mother didn’t get dementia till after he moved out.I am taking care of her she is eighty seven years old. I really need my husband here with me for support he’s my help mate.He just keeps telling me the marriage is over and he won’t even give us another chance.All I do is think about him he’s the first thing on my mind when I wake up and the last when I go to bed.I just don’t know what else to do other than pray I’ve done that for over two years now and still nothing.I have a lot of stress on me with my marriage and my mama.I also have migraine headaches everyday they started in 1989 and the pain is constant.The pain will not go away I have it 24/7 and this stress does not help a bit.This is my second marriage and both husbands cheated on me and moved out to be with the women they cheated on me with.I was with my first husband for twenty two years and Mike for thirteen years. I am severly depressed because of the pain I live with everyday.Now I have all these other things going on too it’s to much stress on me.Please pray for us I need all the prayers I can get you don’t know how much I appreciate this. God bless you all, Lee Ellen