I need help. I need a miracle

I am desperate. I am so distraught that I do not know what to do and things just keep getting worse. I need money desperately. I need clarity of mind and soul and I need to know what to do. I have my special needs child to care for and my depression and anxiety is killing me. I need a miracle. I cannot seem to get out of this pit of despair and I am terrified. Please God, Please help me!