I know you love me, God, but it doesn’t feel like it right now. I miss my grown children so much and don’t see any signs that they will ever move close to home again. I worry constantly about the physical and emotional safety of our daughter who is 10 hours away longing for a spouse and for good friends and for a career she enjoys. Our dog who is the only one we have left is dying a painful death and we have to decide whether or not to let him go on his own or assist in his passing. There are many other things that trouble and sadden me. God, I need some miracles. I need you to come through as only You can do. Please help me to trust you, and please move quickly as I am hanging on by a thread. I love you Jesus. In your powerful name I pray. Amen.