Dear father, I first just wanted to say thank you for the beautiful woman, my beautiful children our home and cars our worldly possessions and our health. Father why is it that I waited to ask you for help only when i have now exhausted my other resources?..
I have no excuse. I know that I am broke unemployed deppresed and frustrated.I have a good heart I help people even if I can’t really afford it.I do this and I blame you for it when I justify it to myself.I just wanted to say thank you for what you have done in my life and ask only now for strength and guidance mercy and love. I NEED money for bills food for my family and gas for my car but those things will come sooner or later because you always open the doors for me.Until that time thank you father for the air in my lungs the beautiful days of summer and the light in my hours, here lately, of darkness desperation and frustration.
Again my apologies for not keeping In touch but as I’m sure most of us can agree it’s hard to face your parents when you are ashamed of the choices you have made the life i have lived and to face those shortcomings as far as for me are something I do not look forward too.
In the meantime grant me only what I need so I can hold my head up again and take care of those who rely on me to stay great and bless those who have less than me and give them understanding of how it could be worse, they could be in my shoes.