Dear God. I’m sorry for letting you down. I’m sorry that i do not always pray but i never forgot about You my God. I feel so alone, sad and depressed. I tried to kill myself before but did not succeed.
My loved one (Husband) and i are fighting everyday almost going on for a week. I can not take it anymore. I feel like dying. All i can think about is how to kill myself. Please God, give my strength again. Show me the right way again.
Make me strong again to look life in the eyes again. You know i love my husband till death do us part. Please take this evil thoughts out of my head. i beg of you my God. Please help me. Thank you, Amen