Heavenly Father,
I’ve trusted you and I’ve taken that trust in actions I knew you’d graced me for doing in the past. I prayed I didn’t want to be with Howell, something terrible came and yanked me so far from all Ai had with him, my friend, my shelter, his providing for me with the job you generously gave him, my freedom from being with an alcoholic mother , I had to give up my car God, lost my license and have no paying job just this little one that gives me such a little
But I can’t pay my fines or grab an apartment for My car Jasmine and me. I know you’re there Lord. I have such overwhelming things over my head and I miss my Jowrll so much I wanna end it all. I’d never do that. My mind needs refreshing Father please! I am dealing with this old mother who I want to love and she’s all nuts talking to herself and i am not in control of her. Please God get my heart back to Howells I disrespected him. At least I think I did. Can you forgive me Father? I need to go home to Howell and be at peace Abba. I pray peace in my heart as you make all things work for my good! I need you to come live in heart and remove all of this darkness and despair. I trust you God and no one else. Please God I depend on you. I want to get married to Howell and make us a good team Amen
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