So today I’m 13 weeks and 3 days pregnant. A normal person would be smiling from ear to ear. However, I’m the saddest I’ve ever been in my life. I was so happy when I found I was pregnant this is something I wanted and dreamed of for a very long time. Now I’m just regretting my choices and pulling myself into a deep depression stage. The father of the child and I aren’t on good terms. He’s actually moving out of the state in a few days. Lucky me now I have to do everything alone. He broke me down until I had nothing left and then just decided to leave. He used me and he verbally abused me. On top of dealing with issues with him, I’m dealing with issues from the past. I’m so lost in this world I don’t think I can bring a baby into this world this depressed.
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