I have been sexually and verbally abused by family members and people in authority. I have buried feelings of guilt and insecurity for so long. It resurfaced in ugly ways. Addictions anger and indifference fill me. I am a Christian. I love Jesus so much. How can I feel so dead inside? I don’t want the children I have been blessed with to grow up not knowing how much I love them. I don’t want to hurt the ones I love. Sometimes I think I just want to die and not hurt people. I’m not suicidal but I don’t feel like I belong in this world. … thank you for your prayers
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