I don’t know how to deal with this situation. I no longer know how to feel anymore

by Debra (Staten Island, NY)

Dear Heavenly Father,

I don’t know how to deal with this situation. I no longer know how to feel anymore. I’m terrified of falling in love, terrified trusting people I love. My ex just left me. Left me without a answer. Picked someone instead of me. Lord, I know I’m not perfect but I know I’m a nice good person to everyone. I put people first, do whatever they asked of me.
I love my ex very much and he just gave up on me out of the blue. I don’t want to be in pain anymore, I don’t want to feel like I’ll be alone and unloved. I lost all my confidence in myself. I cry and pray every night thinking things would get better but they don’t. I miss him a lot Lord and I just ask of you to help me bring him back to me.
Help me show him that we need each other. I don’t know why he would just pick some other girl over me and hurt me, but I know it’s not like him. Please Lord I don’t know what my life would be like without him in it. I need help I need answers I need prayer. He’s everything to me. I don’t know what to feel anymore.
I just need hope and a miracle Lord. I pray that everything will b ok, and pray that I’ll get the love of my life back in my heart.
Thank you Lord for listening to my prayer
Amen

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