Dear jesus. Please let your will be for me and mona to be as one again. So that we can serve you as a whole and raise our children in the matter you intended children to be raised in. Jesus I cry to you once again for your mercy over my life and asking for your forgivness for the 18 years of pain that I gave to mona and my kids.
Jesus you know how much I love mona and you know that I realized what I did and did not do for and to my family in the 18 years with them. You know that my heart desires to take care of them like a husband and a father is supposed to. Please jesus, please I beg you lord, give me one more chance to make things the way I need to make them. Let me be monas husband again so I can struggle a take care of her like I have to as a man, but this time with your guideance, and wisdom so that I can grow old with the woman that you gave me 18 years ago.
The woman that I so deeply am in love with and I dont want to ever not have in my life. In jesus name I beg you lord please give let it be your will , please soften monas heart and allow her to fall in love with me all over again. Lord please dont give another man to her that is not me . Please have mercy lord. And allow me just one more try with my beautiful Queen. So that I may be complete. Please jesus, I throw myself at your mercy. Give me back my georgeous Mona. Please jesus. Help me. Move a mountain for me. In jesus name I pray this, amen