Hello, I am a single 63-year-old guy. In the past 2 years, I have lost 2 sisters, one in a car wreck, the other to cancer. They were both in their 60s. Then I lost my best friend, my 50 year old cousin Lisa to a stroke. Ok just in May, I lost my mother. She was 86. I took care of her until the end at home. I am on SSI and don’t make enough to live on. Anyway, I have lost my car now, which has ruined my credit again. Now my best friend, my baby girl, Maggie( my 14 year old dog) had gone totally blind and almost totally deaf. I have been a Christian since I was 15 years old. Ok here is what I need, I need to feel closer to God, I cant feel him in my life anymore. I have been trying very hard to feel him close, but I ain’t sure how to feel him. I hope he is with me right now, but ain’t sure. I never felt so alone, ever..Im broke, not much food and am losing all hope.. I need God to step in and help me. Im tired of crying every night and feeling hopeless.. Thnk you, John Shaw
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