Please god help me through this difficult time. I am on my second marriage and the man I married changed his mind to share a child due to his insecurity and instability with his children from his first marriage. This has caused me a lot of pain, resentment and anger. Please pray that we will find a way for all of us to be happy. I desperately want another child and to give my son from my first marriage a sibling. My son and I have been through so much. Please help me find happiness. Please shield my son and I from feeling second best or like we don’t matter. Please pray for a miracle to have another child and to share a child with my husband. It feels so hard to live in the shadow of my husbands former life. I will be 40 in a few months and my time is limited. I am devastated that he changed his mind because he’s afraid of what his kids will think. Please give him courage. Please pray that he will think of the pain I will suffer as his wife for not following through on his commitment to me. We got married quickly so that we could start a family and 3 months into our marriage he changed his mind. I am begging for your mercy. I am so depressed and sad and pray that this feeling will go away with your guidance. Please give me a miracle. In Jesus name amen.
by Mia (02332)