I am lost in my life

by A Girl (Thailand)

Please help me work out what is next in my life. I love a man but I am not sure he loves me the same way, or where this relationship is going. I need to know where to live, to make good money and business decisions. My whole life is upside down at the moment. I have been traveling all across the world and now I have to stop somewhere. I am scared and very lonely.