School, friends, personality, future, past: almost everything is bad right now. I am beginning to believe, that God does not want me to be happy, and it hurts even more to think about. I thought that my lowest point was a few years ago, but now… I don’t even know, if I’ll ever be happy. I almost cry and reflect of life every late evening now. I am not happy or doing well and I am scared that if it gets worse, I might end up losing my faith and kill myself.
I really really want to be happy, but every night I think about how nice it would be if God decided to bring me home while I sleep.
The only two good things in my life was my health and faith. But today I just found a hole in my tooth, and I my faith is very weak.
Please pray for me to get better.
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