Lord l surrender and submit everything what l suffer most in my marriage please forgive of my anger fears…l cannot do this on my own my ways is not my ways and please help me persevere and endure my suffering in my situation l was hurt for a long time of abused and with all of this pain l was and abuser to my own family…Lord please transform me to be a woman of good hearts like your mother Mary full of grace…l cannot live my life with full of negativity and and bitterness in my hearts…l invite you Lord to come into my hearts for your grace of forgiveness…l need your help wisdom humility serving courage understanding and all the isperitual values in my life…walk with me and be ahead of my journey in my life…thank you Lord in everything Amen.