I pray that God please mend or even put together a relationship between two young men who possibly might be my son’s and myself that wants to have a relationship with them but don’t know how. I’m hurting deep inside because of this and I have deep regrets damn it which depresses me a lot. When I see one of those boys who is 31 of age, I see the pain and his eyes and also the anger and possibly the hate that he has for me inside which keeps him from wanting to get close to me. I’m glad my brother oh, sister and some of my family is bitching out to him to make her feel wanted and loved but it hurts me to see that I cannot do the same. I want to have some kind of relationship with him before I die but me and his mother never got a DNA test what’s I feel that we should have and they feel that they shouldn’t have to but, I do want to know if they really are my son’s ( because they’re twins ) and I also don’t want to leave off this Earth without knowing and them knowing we are Fathers and Sons and at least trying to have some kind of communication or making an effort to have some kind of relationship. So I’m asking for prayers on this I don’t forgot to give me the strength to deal with whatever circumstances that comes out of it.
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