I try my best to live independently and not buying non-sense/craps in life but have to pay the price to be alone. sometimes, i wake up and shock of my age and life being so alone and helpless. I have met someone I like but I dont do what other girls do to as I think I have done a bit. is this my problem of my singleness?
I `realize’ that I have no reason to continue living n I’m just existing and waiting for my time to come.
my faith is lukewarm. I want to believe but cant completely sence/confirm God, but i have nothing to hold on.
I have no source of energy/drive.
I pray that my life to be taken away if I have to live on this loneliness.
Please pray for me. I’m so done of living.