Lord you know at times I am so overwhelmed, its seems the responsibilities of the job are increasing and the individuals that work around me are getting more and more devious. I am trying to hold it together but I find myself losing the joy I once had for the gift you have placed on the inside of me to be of help to the patients that you have blessed me to help. They think I don’t see the underhanded things that they do or hear the many times they have tried to use their words or actions to hurt me but I do. Father I am not one to take things into my own hands because you say the battle is not mine, I just want to be left alone. I have cried out to you so many times during the years, I know my purpose for being here and all I want is your will do to be done in this place. I know their weapons can’t prosper but I am human and hurt all the same, please keep those that don’t mean me well away from me. You said you would make my enemies my footstool and uplift me with your right hand so I call upon you Father to me my smoke by day and fire at night guide my path in this place.
by Betty (SC)