help with decision of disability

by Dale (Newton Ks)

Dear God, I need to turn my will and life over to you right now, OK, I did it right now.Please help my family, and especially ethan and devin, that things will get better for them both, and for my wife lisa, that she will start liking her job more, and caity, that she will be happy, and last is me, I am waiting on a phone call to see if I will get disability and keep health insurance for our family, or not get it and lose health insurance, please know that my wife is the only one with an income and its 10 dollars an hour supporting family of 5, I am also thinking about killing myself, so please God help