My soul feels shattered, heavenly Father. I didn’t know I could cry so many tears and still have them come flowing all over again at just the thought of what has happened. My appetite for life is gone. I am like a shadow moving among the people around me who are enjoying life. I feel so cut off from them, as if I’m in another kind of reality. We’re in the same physical world, but I find no common ground for relating to others in it. Please help me. I don’t even know what to ask for except for your mercy and grace to break through to me.