God, I first want to thank you for my beautiful life. Thank you for my family and their happiness and their health. Thank you for sending people into my life when I needed them. Thank you for guiding me and being there even though my faith has been shaken. Thank you for bringing me and my boyfriend together.
I feel as though my life was at a halt. I failed you. I did something very wrong and I am sorry. I lost all of my friends and my boyfriend. I felt all alone. But I have you and you will always love and believe in me. Thank you for that and I shall do the same. I was in a dark place, so much so that I wanted to end my world and defy you. Thank you for helping me turn my life around and seeing that I am a person of value and worthy of your love.
Please help me reconcile and reunite with my boyfriend. I love him very much, even though I am hurt by him. I can’t help but feeling he is an important part of my life. I miss him and all of my friends very much. I think that this had changed me. I realized that I wasn’t being a woman of God and for that I lost what I had earned. I have had many opportunities to do wrong again, but I choose not to. I know that I need a little more time to heal before I reunite, but please, God, I need you. He makes me happy, my friends make me happy. I know you are there for me always and in my heart, but I need people in my life to feel fulfilled. Please help them see that I am only human, that I make mistakes just like them. Help these people feel your love along with mine. Help them see that I am a person of value and so are they. Help me reconcile and reunite with my loves ones, help me show them my love. I love you and I believe in whatever you have planned for me. Thank you again. I pray that everyone in my life in happy, healthy, and safe.