I love my husband with all my heart but due to issues prior to our marriage, we are having a hard time moving forward, because I do not trust him. Up until recently everything has been good but then signs of possible cheating occurred and here we are now in this rough patch.
I don’t have solid evidence, just minor things that don’t sit right with me. I can’t clear my head of thoughts of things that may have happened, or are happening, or may happen in the future. I think of the worst case scenarios. And I can’t clear my mind of them
In the past I have tried to pray for our relationship but things seemed to get worst so I stopped praying.
Eventually we got back on track and everything was good. My husband told me he was working on changing himself for the better and shared with me his close relationship with God and suggested I try praying again.
Which I did start up, but here I am in my first hardship since, and I still don’t know how to pray or how to handle this. Please help me pray.