Lord please give me strength and determination today to prepare for my visit tomorrow. I am frozen and not able to motivate myself due to anxiety and tremendous feelings of being overwhelmed by the tasks at hand. This is of utmost importance to me and my daughter’s future and the futures of my other children are at stake. We have all suffered so much. The hopelessness from this devastating situation has been such a tremendous burden that is has caused me to shut down. Lord pick me up and fill me with life so that I can do what must be done to change this situation.