God, I thank you for the life you’ve given me. Though it is tough, you know I wouldn’t be who I am without suffering. As my disease has gotten difficult lately and I fear it is causing some new and strange symptoms and difficulties, I hope that I can sleep knowing you are not far away. Please lord do not leave my side. Prayer for healing may be too hard, but please at least gran me the will and happiness I need to carry on. Please watch over me closely and don’t let me be alone. I believe in you.