Please help me and guide me. I have not been the best person I can be and I have turned my back on you out of convenience and selfishness. I need you in my life. I need you to guide me through these very difficult times and help me have you in my life every day all day and night. Please God, my children and my life are in chaos. I have to make it through this and I need your assistance. Please help me Lord, please lead me through this in safety and love. I know I need to have faith and give myself to you. I am facing my past sins and I am scared and lonely. I want to feel full of life and love again. I want to be the person I know I can be.