I’ve been stuck for over 20ys due to a horric surgery and have never been able to get pass because it handicapped me. So many hurts and betrayals and loss since. But I feel is this lastest betrayal had shown me who those around me truly feel and who they truely are. I need Gods strength to move pass this and focus on getting in a house or apartment that fits my needs being in my 60s I’m really scared for change but know it’s overdue I need to sell my home to move foward for no less than 40K but my home needs some work and I don’t have the funding so I’ll end up having to give my home away and owning the home I don’t qualify for help.I don’t know what to do my heart hurts my worries are many and my answers non existent. I want better for myself. I’ve hid in my bedroom for over 20 yrs. I want to try and have some kind of life quality of life these last years. Please lift me in prayer for God to lead me give me direction open doors for me and quiet my pain in my mind and heart. Please also pray I will get the proper medicine to help with my knee and leg pain. I want to live and not die. Thank You to all who will lift me. I sincerely Appreciate.