I’ve recently gotten out of an extremely toxic relationship with a narcissist. I now feel hopeless, shattered, emotionally drained and too tired to carry on. After being exposed to so much negativity and falling victim to slander and blackmail I feel a sudden shift in who I am. I’ve lost my bubbly personality and free spirited nature, I fear that I’m losing my empathy for people and becoming more like my narcisstic ex, I’ve become distressed till the point he is constantly on my mind. The thought of him pains me and tortures me, I want to move on with my life and be happy. Yet I fear that the emotional and psychological abuse had impacted me greatly. Just today I have already experienced two anxiety attacks.i am losing my mind and I know deep down I just need a miracle and God’s grace to be able to get me out of this mess. I’m in desperate need to end this suffering. It would such an Honour to know if people out there in the world can free me from this pit of torment.
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