Father, you are sovereign & full of majesyy. You created me in my mother’d womb, you placed these desires inside of me. You know my heart. Father, I love him deeply. I would give my life for him. I am so sorry I made him an idol in my life. Father, I don’t know why he left me & won’t speak to me. It rips out my heart.
Father, please draw us closer to you, but in the processes, please restore the relationship. I know you have the power. You say in your word that if we delight in you, you will give us the desires of our hearts. My desire is not sinful nor selfish. Have Mercy on me Father & grant me the restoration of the relationship. I am willing to wait on Your timing, but please do not wait much more, for my heart grows weary & is filled with sadness.
May your kingdom & your will be done. By the power if the Holy Spirit & in the name of Jesus I pray. Amen.