I just realized that the person I’ve been praying for earnestly had been lying to me since day 1 for two years. Everything that he ever said and told me was a lie. He even lied to me about his marriage and got me involved in his life. I have been praying for his visa, his well being not knowing the Truth about it. I feel so sick since I came to know the truth. I feel devastated because he did this to me. He lied to me, played with my feelings and emotions, didn’t respect his marriage, made fun of my prayers and everything. I want to forgive him but I can’t. I feel sick in my stomach and I throw up every time I think of this betrayal. I feel so dead. I can’t share this with anyone. I feel so lost. I haven’t eaten anything for 3 days now. I feel like throwing up even if I smell food. I get panic attacks and weird thoughts. My chest pains.ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜Please pray for me. I don’t know how someone can be so heartless and fake and don’t even have regards for anything.